Hi, my name is Susie, I am 54 as of Jan 2010,I have been a ordained minister since 1996,very happily married,have three children,..My oldest Zach,31 he is the key to my soul,my very best friend,I adore him. he is very talented in so may ways,art singing,at his job as stylest, he has the voice of a angel, he raises miniture schnauzers and so far these little babies are my only grandbabies...My next son Timmy,21,and he is the one who can always put a smile on my face, just precious to my heart he has just finished Chef schooling and back home, after going through times of feeling at total lose, he gave all his life to Jesus,got baptized on the 4th of July 07 and had a nursinghome ministry,he was like a dr that used to make house calls, they called him and he is out the door,we are all so proud of him, not doing that at this time,hope he can get back to it though....and Kristin 27, this one is adorable,tiny little thing,she is in Virginia, we know she is ok,but we dont get to talk to her near enough,we miss and love her with all our hearts,she is a really beautiful woman inside and out,wow I really miss her...( we saw her at my mommas funeral,we were able to talk a little and hope there will be more contact.)she works with access ministries at her church in Vienna Virginia with disabled children helping them to come to know Jesus and has her own ministry there,and is now back in school at Alexandria community college. she moved from Cal. last year all the way across country by herself,we are so proud of her and the woman she has become,so strong in all ways, she and Jacob just blessed us with our first grandchild Brayden..I have a wonderful sister Debbie and her husband Ricky,their two kids, a beautiful momma that took me down to the altar when I got married,she passed away 4-4-08 at 10;30 am, my dad is still living in a town close to us.but we dont get to see him. I have had many hardships in my life, and fallen away from my faith, but June 25th 06, I walked through my home town church where I was saved many years before, and my life has never been better. I found all I had been searching for to fill the empty void I had felt, was at the alter of my church, I gave my life back to him to take the wheel from my hands. I have never felt such peace in my life and now awake everyday so happy and full of a tranquility only God can place there. He has replaced all the pain,tears,worthlessness,and dread of the next day, with a beauty and joy that cant help but flood out of my spirit. My pastor calls me sunshine at church and my fellow workers call me smiley, never before has my heart had such a expectation of what tomorrow may hold for me. I have a bible study on my blog, and am feeling on top of the world,I was ordained in 96 and have a ministry called "New Beginnings "( a biblestudy on myspace ) I hope and pray maybe someone that has had the type life I have had,may find hope through the things I learned along the path back up from the pits I fell into. there is always hope, hang on for 24 more hours and see the light at the end of the tunnel. I had to hit rock bottom before I could start climbing back up. I have such a sweetheart of a husband that is like a hero in my eyes,he has taught me to trust and love again,and is such a blessing in my life, I was born in Arkansas and raised in Missouri,tried to go back to my roots so to say and found there really is no place like home, You can go anyplace in the world you want to go, but your home is where you find the people that really love you for who you are,not who you pretend to be so they will be friends with you. If things I have grown through can help others I will write and share with others.thank you Jesus for allowing me to be a vessel for your glory.check out my ministry website, even if you may not need it right now, send a friend.lessons that made me grow
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